(Un)Certainty

Their uncertainties intertwined, The unforeseeable future looms. Afraid of history’s apparent repeat, Afraid of losing it.   She tried to keep her guard up, But it’s not so easy, is it? His touch, his lips, his words, his eyes… His certainty?   Oh, how effortlessly did her guards fall. And she knew, She knew if […]

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one

  In a puff I smelled just like you, and in that puff I knew I never wanted the same one ever again. Everything came flashing like a kaleidoscope of memories in motion pictures, and i wish it never had to relive itself. I want it to burn out, a blistering flame. I’ll forget you […]

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falter

And so they all stared, at the girl who barely hanged on emotionally, head down, and trying to smile. She tried to sing, but they knew it was her smoke screen of feelings. They wanted to help, but they couldn’t. For she couldn’t even help herself. She was in the hands of someone else, so […]

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Overthinking?

“The more you overthink the less you will understand.” – Habeeb Akande It’s okay to think, because a friend once told me it is better to think than not at all. However, sometimes some of us take it a step too far. How terrible a feeling it is, to constantly overthinking, and then to doubt […]

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MY TOP 5 SPOTS TO EAT IN SYDNEY

Hi all! I believe its been too long since I last posted, and I apologise. School, work, tiredness and every other excuse has delayed this post farrrrr too long, and so here is the next part of the Sydney recommendations for you guys! So, we all know that Sydney is absolutely gorgeous. The beaches, the […]

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the first.

the relieve she felt, spoke volumes of what was. yet the sadness she was consumed by, was like never before. but of course she felt this way, he was the first, after all. she let him in, he let her down. she loved him, but he let her fall. the end.  

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she ended it.

headlights on a busy street, driving through her memories. 100miles per hour. going so fast, afraid of crashing too hard. beating the reds, fighting the signs. but the signs were obvious, stop. with tears in her eyes, blinding her sight, she didn’t stop. suddenly her best friend was in the passenger seat, she tried to […]

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overthinking

the carefree one of them all, yet she was heavy laden. with thoughts in her mind, she couldn’t fathom. she didn’t know if she was overthinking, or was she right? had she been used? had she been toyed?   the thoughts lingered as undeserving as he, playing with her mind. she stared at the ocean, […]

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masks

Masked, I advance. – René Descartes Just like distance masks the imperfections of the moon in the beautiful night sky, so do the masks we carry each day that conceal everything we suppress. Our masks conceal the ugly parts of our emotions, our anxieties, our thoughts. We mask insecurities, low self-esteems, low confidence, the side of us that overthinks, and […]

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MILAN

Italy was different. Italy was breathtaking, Italy was mind boggling, a place that gave me so much to think. Train rides provide one of the best therapeutic experiences. They give you ample time to give thought to the things you’ve long wanted to ponder on, and the architectures there gave me a sense of what I […]

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