The Anger of Her Suppressed Sadness

She questions why her place of serenity injects her with sadness yet joy at the same time. The sudden slap of every sorrow that’s been nesting in her occurs when she’s there, sitting at a familiar desk – maybe it’s the familiarity. The voices whispered, “they don’t love you”, as they alluded her little worth, the […]

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Till Time

Night came, the thoughts decided to join in. It was inevitable, the nights she spent alone, were the nights spent allowing every memory to translate into painful emotions. They filled her heart, agonisingly. Perhaps it was a movie she was watching, or a song she was listening to, but either way, she could relate and […]

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(Un)Certainty

Their uncertainties intertwined, The unforeseeable future looms. Afraid of history’s apparent repeat, Afraid of losing it.   She tried to keep her guard up, But it’s not so easy, is it? His touch, his lips, his words, his eyes… His certainty?   Oh, how effortlessly did her guards fall. And she knew, She knew if […]

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Mornings in Lombok

– 6:30am – Morning. I awaken in my dysfunctional state. Enervation from the previous day’s labour lingered in me. I don’t smell the fresh air just yet, and I fumble to my left, desperate to shut the alarm that caused my (and my roommate’s) rude awakening. I closed my eyes again, in dire need of […]

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one

  In a puff I smelled just like you, and in that puff I knew I never wanted the same one ever again. Everything came flashing like a kaleidoscope of memories in motion pictures, and i wish it never had to relive itself. I want it to burn out, a blistering flame. I’ll forget you […]

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falter

And so they all stared, at the girl who barely hanged on emotionally, head down, and trying to smile. She tried to sing, but they knew it was her smoke screen of feelings. They wanted to help, but they couldn’t. For she couldn’t even help herself. She was in the hands of someone else, so […]

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Overthinking?

“The more you overthink the less you will understand.” – Habeeb Akande It’s okay to think, because a friend once told me it is better to think than not at all. However, sometimes some of us take it a step too far. How terrible a feeling it is, to constantly overthinking, and then to doubt […]

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MY TOP 5 SPOTS TO EAT IN SYDNEY

Hi all! I believe its been too long since I last posted, and I apologise. School, work, tiredness and every other excuse has delayed this post farrrrr too long, and so here is the next part of the Sydney recommendations for you guys! So, we all know that Sydney is absolutely gorgeous. The beaches, the […]

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the first.

the relieve she felt, spoke volumes of what was. yet the sadness she was consumed by, was like never before. but of course she felt this way, he was the first, after all. she let him in, he let her down. she loved him, but he let her fall. the end.  

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My Top 3 Spots To Do Nothing in Sydney

Time passes so fast. Make time to be still. – Lailah Gifty Akita I was in an Uber earlier and met one of the kindest and friendliest driver. He asked “Are you going clubbing tonight? Oh no, I mean, are you going to chill tonight?” And it made me realize that everyone’s definition of chill […]

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