(Un)Certainty

Their uncertainties intertwined, The unforeseeable future looms. Afraid of history’s apparent repeat, Afraid of losing it.   She tried to keep her guard up, But it’s not so easy, is it? His touch, his lips, his words, his eyes… His certainty?   Oh, how effortlessly did her guards fall. And she knew, She knew if […]

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one

  In a puff I smelled just like you, and in that puff I knew I never wanted the same one ever again. Everything came flashing like a kaleidoscope of memories in motion pictures, and i wish it never had to relive itself. I want it to burn out, a blistering flame. I’ll forget you […]

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falter

And so they all stared, at the girl who barely hanged on emotionally, head down, and trying to smile. She tried to sing, but they knew it was her smoke screen of feelings. They wanted to help, but they couldn’t. For she couldn’t even help herself. She was in the hands of someone else, so […]

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the first.

the relieve she felt, spoke volumes of what was. yet the sadness she was consumed by, was like never before. but of course she felt this way, he was the first, after all. she let him in, he let her down. she loved him, but he let her fall. the end.  

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she ended it.

headlights on a busy street, driving through her memories. 100miles per hour. going so fast, afraid of crashing too hard. beating the reds, fighting the signs. but the signs were obvious, stop. with tears in her eyes, blinding her sight, she didn’t stop. suddenly her best friend was in the passenger seat, she tried to […]

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overthinking

the carefree one of them all, yet she was heavy laden. with thoughts in her mind, she couldn’t fathom. she didn’t know if she was overthinking, or was she right? had she been used? had she been toyed?   the thoughts lingered as undeserving as he, playing with her mind. she stared at the ocean, […]

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